You did this to me

I am the broken,
I am the used,
I am the one being wrongly accused.

I am the sad one,
thats what i said,
Look at my bodie lying cold and dead.

look at my wrists,
look at them bleed,
ive lost every living need.

look in my eyes,
can you see my soul?,
ripped apart from being pushed and pulled.

keep your gaze locked in my eyes,
can you see my heart?,
Does it look torn apart?.

Does it look like i gave up?,
or am i still here?,
can you tell if im far or near?.

What time is it?,
how long have i been dead?!,
can you see the last thoughts running through my head?.

How will this effect you?,
how much tears will fall from your eyes?,
How much will you regret your lies?.

now your heart is torn out,
with just the sight of me,
everythings gone,its just you and me.

Why does it hurt you so much?,
before you didnt care,
before you were never there.

now your holding my body close,
hoping ill come back to you?,
thinking your such a fool.

now tell me that you love me,
tell me that you care,
tell me how much you wish you were there.

Could you see my pain before?,
Or did you just realize it?,
...Just take one second to think,and sit.

How much do you truely love me,
enough to take your own life?,
its like choosing a side,your at the edge of a knife.

And thats what you did to me,
Made me make dicisions,i wasnt aloud to think,
could that be one link?.

Its your turn to be alone,
you left me alone for to long,
you new every minut was wrong.

I have left you,
and im never comming back,
I stayed for many years,it was like a phobia attack.

by NeVeRmOrE
posted on 05/13/2008