Why I Do This

You Dont Understand Why I Do This
I Dont Know How 2 Explain Why I Do
I Suppose Im Escaping From The Emptiness Inside Of Me
Im Providing A Relief From The Amount Of Emotinal Pain I Have

I Need To Know That My Soul Is Alive So Im Escaping Numbness
Im Venting My Feelings By Reveling Anger
Im Expressing My Emotinal Pain That I Just Cannot Bear
Im Validating My emotinal Pain So U Know My Pain Is Real

I Guess Im Preventing Myslef From Doing Something Much Worse
I Guess im Punishing Myself For What's Happened

by undeadprincess
posted on 08/15/2008