Weight

Monday, she goes to school and gets made fun of
Because she's not like other kids.
They say she takes up twice the space.
Can't go through the doors, has a pudgy face
Tuesday, she tells herself their words don't matter,
It's only words
She'll not get fatter.
And they don't really mean it.
They didn't really mean to hurt her.
But yet again, she goes home crying.
Wednesday night, she goes running. But can't take it. It's too tiring.
Wanting to lose all the weight.
She tells herself that it's fate. Fate made her like this.
It wasn't her fault.
But noone's there for her noone to encourage her
There was noone to tell her it's alright.Noone to encourage her to continue the fight.
Thursday, the guy she likes shoves her over and insults her.
Not behind her back but right infront of her.
Made her feel everything was a blur.
Friday, she makes up her mind.
Saturday, she writes letters then goes behind a closet to cry.
Sunday, she jumps.

by heystephie
posted on 11/20/2009