Useless

So much shit on my mind
i try to keep myself busy
so i don't have time to think
i don't get any sleep
cuz my head aches too much
to shut my eyes
i keep thinking how fucked up everything is
how fucked up i am
everytime i try to forget my problems
they get mad and stab me in the heart
i can't forget my past
when the same shit keeps happening
it's hard to put it all behind
when it keeps resurfacing
i'll try to do the best thing
and be the best i can be
but there's nothing close to the best
anywhere inside of me

by crimsonshadow
posted on 05/05/2008