to see and feel

feel the grass beneath my feet,
like a beautiful green sea

see the sky above me,
with clouds like cotton candy

see myself in the mirror,
see the hellish thing i have become

Look into myself to find,
that which died long ago.

Now i look into the face,
the doomed face i cant replace

the doomed life i have made
never able to go back

and now it begins
the feeling on my wrist

the blood trickling down my snow white skin

bright crimson against the satin

crushing down like a tide upon the shore

makes me feel again makes me happy
this is my curse forevermore.

by XneurotoxicX
posted on 04/12/2008