To Die For

Pick it up pick it up
Then smash it on the floor
Fuck it I’ve had enough
I can’t take it anymore

I always try to tell you
But I just can’t hold the phone
Now that we’re together
I just want to be alone

I’M TRYING SO HARD BUT I’M JOKING MYSELF
I FEEL LIKE A RETARD AND I’M HURTING MYSELF
WHY DOES EVERYTHING HAVE TO BE SO DIFFICULT?
IT’S ALL MY FAULT; IT’S ALL MY FAULT!

I NEED TO FIND MY WAY OUT, NEED TO FIND THE END
MY HEAD IS FULL OF DOUBT AND I DON’T WANT TO PRETEND
I’VE SLAMMED MY HEART SHUT, THREW AWAY THE KEY
FEELING SICK IN MY GUT, NO ONE CAN CURE ME

I try to see the bright side
But my eyes are blurred
Not strapped in for this ride
I wish had never occurred

I know that you’re right there
But please don’t notice me
I’m ripping out my hair
I just want to get free


WHY DO YOU GIVE ME THAT LOOK? ARE YOU SCARED OF ME?
YOU NEVER SHARED YOU ALWAYS TOOK YOU NEVER CARED FOR ME
YOU ASSUMED EVERYTHING WAS FINE, WITH YOUR KNIFE ON MY NECK
YOU PUT YOURSELF ACROSS THE LINE AND NOW MY LIFE ‘S A WRECK

ALL I WANT TO DO IT LEAVE, BUT I CAN’T DO THAT
THE ONLY OPTION IS TO BLEED, I FEEL LIKE SUCH A PRAT
I SMASH MY HEAD AGAINST THE WALL, I SWEAR I’M NOT INSANE
BEAT MYSELF UP ‘TILL I FALL, I HARDLY FEEL THE PAIN
I say this is the last time but I’ll do it again…
I’LL DO IT AGAIN!

I told you that I loved you ‘bout a thousand times
But you never wanted to see all my stupid rhymes
I always had to say things had to do things twice
Your words were always cold, stabbing me with ice

I want to understand why this is happening to me
I stutter and I cry FUCK OFF DON’T LOOK AT ME!
Well I hope that you are happy but I’m full of regret
You should know that you deserve everything that you’ll get

Your picture-perfect smile fades away
I watch as your skin turns from pink to gray
(I bet you regret it now, I bet you’re sorry now)
That porcelain body falls to the floor
You thought you were beautiful but NOT ANYMORE
(Don’t you forget it now, don’t-you-forget)

You’re not laughing now are you?
This is the price you pay, the lesson you learn
Now guess what I’m going to do?
See you in hell bitch, it’s my turn!

I cut, I stabbed, I ripped I tore,
I always knew you were to die for
I cut, I stabbed, I ripped I tore,
I always knew you were to die for
I cut, I stabbed, I ripped I tore,
I always knew you were to die for...


by AlexxDepressedSoul
posted on 02/24/2007