This Torture I Suffer

I'm falling apart my insides are breaking down
This broken heart with a curse you left resting in the ground
How do I control this depression I hold deep inside
For the emptiness within me took a sudden toll
And left me there to die
All the commotion in my head
There was just too much going on
All the constant motion that lie
When I said i could barely stay strong
If only I could find some kind of potion or antidote
To keep me moving along
Then I wouldn't be sitting here writting these feelings down
Life isn't a fairytale I got that on the first day
I know this ain't Shriek and happiness isn't only a tear drop away
But is it wrong for me to still wish for you anyway?
Be careful what you wish for I know that's what they all say
When we first got together
I thought our relationship would be full of bliss
But like Judas did to Jesus you betrayed me with a kiss
No longer will I live like a lifeless corpse of the deceased
And all this torture I suffer
I know this too will soon cease

by sadeyesgirl
posted on 06/28/2008