Deep longing

Love never held me close.
It never kissed my tear streaked cheek.
Comfort never held me close.
I never felt it's warm embrace.
Safety never held my close.
It always pushed away.
Hopes never talked to me
It cold shoulder always did.
Dream never filled my head.
Blackness always came.
Wishes never touched my lips.
they ran from me and hid.
Friendship never came to me
It always offered to someone else.
Family never came to me.
They silently condemned me.
to this bleak world of hate,
envy, jealousy, and rage.
which makes me what I am today.

by BloodLustingElf
posted on 04/03/2008