The Things A life Invests In

I invested all of my time,
in friends, and loves
that were not mutual.
These feelings that I have
come and haunt me every day.

My life is a complicated mess,
full of pain and misery.
Full of false hopes and signs misread.
This mess, fucks with my head,
although most days it seems like i am happy.

I invested all of my time
in the pain of crying,
the thoughts of dying,
the burning in my heart,
the aches in my mind.

My life is made of long, sleepless nights,
full of thoughts that swim, aimlessly through the air.
To think of my problems,
bring about the tears,
that are to massive, to aggresive to hold back.

I counted on someone to save me,
to rescue me from myself.
To hold my hand through the bad times,
and laugh with me throuhg the good times,
that, hopefully, dock in the harbor of my life.

by XangelicXshadowsX
posted on 04/10/2008