The best thing i never had

And I wish I could be
everything you hoped in me
I wish I could have
everything i dreamed for

If only I could go back in time
I wouldn't of committed this crime
I would have made an end
before it had even started

And if only you could know
all the things I don't show
I swear you were everything
all I could of asked for

And believe me if I could
I'd fix your heart for good
but how can I fix yours
when I can't even fix my own

And I must confess
that I know I'm a mess
I don't blame you if your angry
go ahead and hate me

But let me at least say
I'm sorry things turned out this way
I never had intended
for all of this pain

I'm sorry for being such a waste
and you never did get me erased
but maybe now things will change
and you can see me fade

I'm sorry I kept you around
I'm sorry I kicked you to the ground
I'm sorry I couldn't say goodbye
I'm sorry I needed you in my life

I'm sorry for all the words never said
I'm sorry for all the things we dread
I'm sorry I'm so useless
I'm sorry

by Lanna
posted on 09/29/2007