so alone so over it

You told me to wait, so thats what I did,
You told me you could help,
And I blindly believed,
Well after so long, Im sick of waiting,
I know now you could do nothing to fill this void,



So hide your pain like I hide mine,
It may still hurt, it may still bleed,
But at least people will think your fine,
Getting sick of your pain hurting others?
It doesnt get harder, it doesnt get easier,
Our friendship was like sister and brother,
So empty, we seem uncaring,
Why is it so hard for us?
Im sorry, you became too daring,
You wanted to feel better, so do I,
But it backfired,
Tell me, why did you have to die?



I cant tell anyone how I feel,
I pour out my heart and soul,
But no one listens,
I only want to reach my goal,
To feel something other than emptiness,
I dont know what to do anymore,
Im tempted to give up,
No one listens, no one cares,
Im not still here because I want to be,
But because Im afraid to hurt others,
Not that that stops me,
If I cant, not hurt the people I care about,
How am I supposed to stop from hurting myself?
Im so over hating myself,
But it seems there is nothing lovable about me,

by AlexxDepressedSoul
posted on 02/24/2007