Silent Cry

As I sit alone and the minutes pass by
I look at myself, I have to wonder why
Everytime I try and make things right
Another disappointment enters my life
Constantly lingering hanging around
proving once again I have been let down
By another obstacle that I can't see
but somehow I know was meant to be

Bridges I thought that were passed
challenged the faith I once had
about every journey, that I've taken
Why does it feel I'm always forsaking?
All my hopes and my dreams
Is this reality?
Because it doesn't seem
nothing is ever going to be right
I've just decided to give up the fight
On trying to understand the reasons why
Noone has heard my silent cry

Angry, hurting, struggling inside
Looking deep down for a place to hide
from all these issues that keep me sad
Could loving me honestly be that bad?
Is it something that I keep doing wrong
for me to end up always alone
Dazed and confused still wondering why
Noone around has seen me cry

I have to let go, so the hurt wont last
a prime example of this too shall pass
So I'm going to stay positive
and also stay strong
You'll realize what you lost
now that I'm gone
You'll never have another love
thats quite like mine
as we both know its hard to find
So now you can sit and wonder why
you never heard my silent cry

by mzbrowneyez
posted on 07/25/2007