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pain
Hidden behind a smile
I'm not okay
I just want to run
Really far away
I cant escape this pain
I'm losing control
I'm going insane
No one understands, nor do they try
To look past these eyes
To see my lonely cries
My family doesn't see it, they just ask from time to time
Ive become accustomed
To having no one by my side
My friend say It'll be okay
How would they know
They don't go through what I do every day
I'm tired of feeling like I have no voice
They all assume I'm fine
I guess I have no choice
I just want to cry sometimes
&& pretend I'm not hurting inside
I rather just say "No, I'm not okay"
Rather than lie and say "I'm fine"
Its like they only see what they want to see
They don't even try to know
The pain is overpowering me
So many nights
Ive thought and questioning this
This game called life
They say things happen for a reason
If so I'm constantly dealt the wrong fate
I always get let down,
Not even a little hesitate
The only way to equal myself with my pain
Is to take as many pills as I can
Over and Over again
1,2,3,4
So out of it
Just popping 15 more
I'm now stuck laying in this bed
Zoning out
Replaying all the lies said
Just wishing they would all try and see
The pain that over powers me.....
by trapped
posted on 06/10/2008
I'm not okay
I just want to run
Really far away
I cant escape this pain
I'm losing control
I'm going insane
No one understands, nor do they try
To look past these eyes
To see my lonely cries
My family doesn't see it, they just ask from time to time
Ive become accustomed
To having no one by my side
My friend say It'll be okay
How would they know
They don't go through what I do every day
I'm tired of feeling like I have no voice
They all assume I'm fine
I guess I have no choice
I just want to cry sometimes
&& pretend I'm not hurting inside
I rather just say "No, I'm not okay"
Rather than lie and say "I'm fine"
Its like they only see what they want to see
They don't even try to know
The pain is overpowering me
So many nights
Ive thought and questioning this
This game called life
They say things happen for a reason
If so I'm constantly dealt the wrong fate
I always get let down,
Not even a little hesitate
The only way to equal myself with my pain
Is to take as many pills as I can
Over and Over again
1,2,3,4
So out of it
Just popping 15 more
I'm now stuck laying in this bed
Zoning out
Replaying all the lies said
Just wishing they would all try and see
The pain that over powers me.....
by trapped
posted on 06/10/2008
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Comment by zozo: Jul 17, 2008 11:56 am
thats really good! well done!
Comment by loveforeverlivelonger: Jul 2, 2008 10:21 am
O.O
holy shit that is a lot of comments......
wOw.....
well hun. this is a good poem but cutting and pill swallowing isn't the path for you hun. its no ones path to take. alright. c ya laterz and comment my poems or else i will poke you!!
talk to you laterzComment by jacobc: Jul 1, 2008 10:40 am
Very sad, people getting overpowered by drugs.Comment by jacobc: Jul 1, 2008 10:41 am
Hopefully you got passed/ are going too 
never give up hope.Comment by apollocrunk: Jun 24, 2008 4:38 pm
really good.Comment by DreamsAndReality: Jun 17, 2008 5:42 pm
I can relate to this poem so much. It hit home. Great poem.Comment by HeartlessAngel: Jul 29, 2008 12:48 am
I can really relate to this too. You can always talk to me if you want to Ryan. I'm always hear to listen, ok?Comment by AngelicallyBroken: Jun 10, 2008 4:49 pm
oh my god...you have no idea how much i related to this.my life too has gotten a little better from the hard point in my life...but i'll never forget any of it.seriously...message me sometime and we can talk,my name is Hannah btw.Comment by paulina13: Jun 10, 2008 5:54 pm
i can totally relate to this a lot. sad but true good jobComment by dyinginside52: Jun 10, 2008 8:41 pm
oh my gosh.. this relates to my life soo much.. i love this poem.. my life is so hard.. we should talk seriously messgae me.Comment by MysticFog: Jun 11, 2008 12:51 pm
Wow....I know how you feel...I feel this way now too. You know you can always talk to me when something is bothering you. Love, Anna~Comment by babyboogt82886: Jun 12, 2008 5:08 am
Well I can say that I know what your going thru, but sometimes thats not what you need/want to hear. So I will just say that I KNOW...I used to take a lot of pills and just wait for my body and my mind to go numb. I felt that if my mind and body were numb then maybe I wouldn't feel. DIDN'T WORK VERY WELL!
Ive become accustomed
To having no one by my side
That is one of my favorite lines. I too have felt that being alone is the only thing I'm good for. Almost like it will never change. And one thing that I hate most of all is that I HATE being lonely. I'm so afraid that I'll be lonely for the rest of my life. Another line that I really like is:
I just want to cry sometimes
&& pretend I'm not hurting inside
I rather just say "No, I'm not okay"
Rather than lie and say "I'm fine"
Sometimes it feels like its so much easier just to say that your okay. When really all you want to do is break down and tell someone and cry on their shoulder. But then it still feels like they won't understand. Well anyways, this is a really long comment. And I hope that I helped in some way. Good luck with everything! And if you ever need/want to talk let me know. Luvs...
Comment by yourliesmypassion: Jun 12, 2008 6:21 am
Very very true!
xXx
Comment by undecided: Jun 12, 2008 5:14 pm
...=[...Comment by Reeses: Jun 13, 2008 5:54 am
thats how i feel noone really sees mah pain they look past it nd act like evrything is okayComment by kitten546: Jun 29, 2008 12:33 am
great poem hope you dont go crazy off the pills or cut yourself talk to me if you want mmk???well ttyl trapped