My Emotions

My emotions take over me
when im sad or depressed
I just dont understand
I changed so much
I used to be a happy girl
but now happines makes me hurl
Im so depressed
Im so confused
They tell me they love me but they lie
i just dont understand the reason why
I trusted them
They trusted me
Trusting them was like trusting a tree
when u kut it it falls down and it kan never get bak up
they left standing all alone
in the open road
nuthing but depression
nuthing but lonelyness
nuthing but sadness
in my soul
i cry my heart out for a reason for me to exist
there was no answer
So i ran to the bathroom
and grabbed my razor
i put it to my wrist
i kutted until i kudnt feel the pain anymore
but i nevr felt the blades pain
i felt the pain frm my heart
it felt like it broke in two
I threw the razor to the floor and feel right to the ground
i cried deep long flowing tears
i bleeded on the floor
the next day i look at the floor
where a stain shud be
but its not there
kuz i dont exist
i nevr wanted o be aive
i dont exist
kuz the reason is
the day be4 yester day
i made suicde.


by AlexxDepressedSoul
posted on 02/24/2007