My Confession

I never thought it would be this hard
Never thought
Things could get this bad
Never though some girl could really make me this sad
...
I never thought love was so complicated to figure out
Never thought there were going to be so many ups and downs
Never thought there would be less positives than there is doubt
Never thought Love would bring me to this
Leaving tears and pain over the past few months
marked with a razor blade kiss
Never did I think I would feel this way
Never did I think eveything would not turn out okay
I messed up once or twice
I broke a few hearts right?
I ruined so many hopes and dreams
All because Im a scared asshole who is not as sweet as I seem
Waiting for the rain to come and take me away
Waiting for the day where i could take all the pain i caused away
Just waiting till everything is okay
Just waiting for that day
Where things used to be as good as they once were
Before I walked in and hurt so many
Where things were just as good as before

by trapped
posted on 12/13/2007