Losing Hope in Me

everything has changed
i'm losing faith in me
my world feels deranged
i have no hope, you see

lost love, lost friends
my world passes me by
the disappointment never ends
were my expectations too high?

years ago my heart was soaked
in love, happiness and hope
but you came and you provoked
an anger in me, and now i cant cope

cause you drew me in with your lies
your flattery kept me under your spell
and now i am free, free to despise
the person i thought i knew so well.

im moving on, i know im now free
but it's still a struggle everyday
im not the person i want to be
and this all sounds so cliche

you made me lose hope in me
and now i feel like im drowning
in the past and im finding it hard to see
who i was before you came, and made me lose hope in me

by jenneeexx
posted on 11/03/2009