Lonesome

Tossing and turning in bed with no head on the pillow at my side.
It's a terrible feeling to know that your heart has cried.
Waking up to no smiles, eating alone at a small table.
Love and passion and hope are all just a mere fable.
Valentine's day was yesterday, and people exchanged promises and gifts they will forever keep.
Sadly I stayed at home,and cried myself to sleep.
I've never seen a night so long or seen time slowly go by.
The moon just went behind the clouds to hide it's face and cry.
It get's hard walking down a lonely road.
Not really caring always stuck on the same mode.
I wonder what it's like to laugh and actually mean it.
I wonder what it's like for someone to say they love you and actually commit.
Day by day it's the same thing.
Always wondering what more hurt anyone could bring.
What's the point in talking
No one ever hears you.
I've said all I could
And now I'm through.
It's time to go back to bed again.
Still with no one by my side.
It tears me up,
to know that my heart has cried.

by PrayForMe
posted on 03/26/2008