kinda sorta

i've waited so long
just to hold your hand
i've wanted to tell you
but never had the chance

you were with her
i waited on you
you never realized
it was through

you didn't give me a chance
you only looked away
when you finally asked
i didn't have the guts to say


i kinda sorta fell in love with you
between our hugs and jokes
the way you smiled at me
i got to know you and now i'm in to deep


that's why i read the sad poems
about broken hearts and dissowned love
of all the words tounge and pen
the saddest are these it might have been.

it reminds me of you
how i kinda sorta love you
how your with another her
with no time for me

so i'll fake another smile
laugh when i want to cry
hug you when i want to hold you
and walk away when i want to stay


like it was once told to me
how can you miss what you never had
she has you and i want you
but yea it's that bad

i miss it all and all i have
is just the peices
of a broken heart and disfigured thoughts
waiting for you to say
you kinda sorta love me to.

by emogothjen
posted on 04/15/2008