I get this feeling

I've never had a feeling,
like the one I'm feeling now.
I've climbed up many mountain tops,
but now i'm on a cloud.
It's seems as if I'm seeing,
the world thru new eyes.
And my breathing, well is clearer,
as I float thru blue skies.
The only thing about it though,
is i'm floating all alone.
As much as I like the feeling I got,
I kind of want to go home.
There I can sit in my room,
and just pray the day away.
Or think about people,
and the things I need to say.
But like a coward I say I'm alright,
even though it's obvious i'm not.
I'm strong for other people,
but for me it's like I stop.
But when I see her smile,
my issues disappear.
But a smile is only temporary,
but forever are my fears.
I fear of being alone,
living my life without another.
I'm going to make a woman happy some day,
that's what I was always told by my mother.
But the same one that when she smiles takes away the issues,
Is the same one that makes me cry, and use up all the tissues.
For some, it'd be a love-hate situation.
But I love her too much, so hate ain't in operation.
The hardest thing about it is,
she don't love me.
Well she says she does but,
it seems everyone else is above me.
I found a hard way but,
it's my only way of dealing.
To stop all the pain,
I'll just stay up here and keep the feeling.

by TheLastGentleMen
posted on 08/07/2007