I am to Blame

I am to blame
I broke his heart
Now nothing is the same

He is steady feeling love and hate
I'm crying my eyes out
I wish this was a dream from which I can awake

I played his love unintentionally
It was real
I love him unconditionally

He sits here and cries
As I try to set it straight
But he now see's through all my lies

I didn't want to hurt him like I did
As I ask his brother for help
I'm left with a pat on the back and a simple "Good Luck Kid"

But we both know sunshine is no longer there
I broke his trust
I wish I could show him I really do care

Why did I have to go do something I would regret
I should have known it would blow up in my face
This is something neither of us can forget

I want to show him I'm still there
That I love him more than life itself
That I really do care

But I know I made a mistake
I lied more than once
& Now he thinks our love was fake

I wish I could turn back time to fix all the wrong I've done
To cover my tracks
To way before this all begun

But now it's too late
Tables have turned
It was a mistake
And I know I'm the one to blame...

by Findingyou
posted on 01/10/2008