I'm a monster

I watch her crying in the corner,
Wrapped up in a ball,
I see her screaming out in fear,
As I begin to walk down the hall.
What have I become?
A monster; the worst kind,
I don't know why I do this,
But I'm screwing up her mind.
She begs for me to go away,
Tears are streaming down her face,
I have given her horrible memories,
That can never be replaced.
I'm the worst big sister alive,
I'm the worst person in the world,
Look what I have done,
To this helpless little girl.
She screams at me so loudly,
Telling me that shes hurt,
But I don't listen to a word,
I push her down into the dirt.
Mum should never have left her here,
With someone as horrid as me,
I don't deserve to be alive,
And by the end of tonight, I won't be.

by GothicRomance
posted on 09/02/2009