For You

I sit staring at the scars on my wrists
Can you tell me why I'm feeling like this?
Never mind. That won't matter anymore
'Cause soon I'll be walking through that suicide door
Don't tell me you can help me
What's the point you don't even know me
Pleas just leave me alone
You can beg, but I'm not coming home

Let me do it just one more time
I promise I won't cross that line
But you know it's not true
Why can't you accept I'm fine
I'm only crying on the inside
But you know it's not true
Now my life's almost through
Because I'm bleeding for you

How can I say every thing's okay?
When I'm bleeding almost everyday?
Why can't I do anything right
Though I'm trying with all my might
Looking at your happiness
Just makes thing worse, I guess
Please just make it stop
I'm about to break; I'm about to drop

Let me do it just one more time
I promise I won't cross that line
But you know it's not true
Why can't you accept I'm fine
I'm only crying on the inside
But you know it's not true
Now my life's almost through
Because I'm bleeding for you

Watching all my blood pour
When I should be looking for a cure
I never wanted any of this
To be okay, that was my only wish
I'm sorry for everything I did
What could I do? I'm just a kid
I didn't know what else to do
So I did this because of you

Let me do it just one more time
I promise I won't cross that line
But you know it's not true
Why can't you accept I'm fine
I'm only crying on the inside
But you know it's not true
Now my life's almost through
Because I'm bleeding for you
I was always bleeding for you
Bleeding for you...
Now my life is through

by darkheart27
posted on 10/24/2007