Feelings

I never new I could feel such pain, deep inside of me,
When the two of you left this world, for me to never see.
If only I could talk to you, and give you all my love,
I would hug you tight, hold you close, be peaceful like a dove.

I think of all the good times, that we shared together,
The memories that you gave me, will last with me forever.
I come and see you often, I sit at your graveside,
Wishing you were here with me, never having died.

I struggle to understand it, life seems so unfair,
But I know your near me somewhere, floating in the air.
My tears they flow quite often, through each and every day,
I just miss you both so dearly, what else can I say.

I sit and listen to the songs, that remind me of you,
A tear is slowly streaming, what else can I do.
They say to move on, forget about the past,
How can I do that?, your memory will always last.

I miss coming to visit you, out at St Johns, Pa,
Seeing you at mums house, I miss you , Granma
They say time heals everything, that I don’t believe,
My feeling are so strong, they will never leave.

I don’t know why I’m writing this, I don’t know who will read,
All I know at this point, is I’m in an hour of need.
I wish that you could hear me, so you could hold me tight,
So you could whisper in my ear, “it’ll be alright“.

I hope by writing this, it will help me to deal,
Make all my sorrows gone, to help me to heal.
I lost two important people, who I loved so very much,
Why is God so cruel, I cant work out still, as such.

I hide all my sorrows, from those who are near,
I just don’t want to show them, any of my fear.
I better stop writing now, I’m making myself upset,
Remember that I love you both, talk again, you bet.

by bubbles20257
posted on 01/08/2008