Falling Away

Filling with pain & misery bottling up everyday

Building with hatred while you watch me fall away

Watch the big black train take my life today

What do you see in me why do you even care?

What makes you think that I still care?

Maybe I just don’t want to be there for you anymore

Still feeling sore as it is & I still am bleeding you inside

Every time I close my eyes I can clearly picture the faces

& match them with all of these correct places

We have been & had the greatest times together

But now that you are gone I start to feel severed

And your lips I still taste

I don’t want to replace it

I definitely do not want to erase it either

I just hurt really bad know that you are never around

I can not stand it when it so quiet

Now know that since you are not here

There will be no sense of sound by you anymore.

And now I have no choice
I just wish to block out all of the voices

to win back yours & your love

All accept that bright shining sun

The only one that I was happy being with

Now everything around me I start lacking it

I feel that she keeps me strong

Without her I wouldn’t be able to hold on.

Without her here I feel like shit

Left for one solution

In every way just wanting to give up

Quit I feel that I am fading to black

Once she comes back

Leaving me heartless

Because you still have it

You probably just hack

Need your love

For once let fit like a glove

I want to come back to life

to ask you to please give up

what you can to be my wife

by foreverendeavor1790
posted on 05/08/2008