Face The Music

I can't stop this feelings from taking over.
even at the end of the best days,
it slowly creeps up, and pulls me down
into the depths of despair.

and a series of thoughts,
strictly drawn upon for self abuse,
go in for the kill.

never having to retreat
because the ounce of belief I hold in myself waves the white flag.
but only when the fog clears, and I see
I don't belong here, and I'm not worthy.

by Danielleybelley
posted on 07/13/2008