emotions show

scared
i am so scared
of nothing and everything
at the same time

my mind hides from me
my heart races constantly
for reasons that i dont always know
and im scared

sit with me alone today
and you can only see the sadness in my face
doesn't matter if i smile or laugh
sadness prevails there

i could try to hide it
but whats the point?
everyone can see it
no matter what i say or do

it comes from family
from love and life
from school and work
everyday

i guess it just got a little...
to much to handle today
cuz everyone could see
the sadness in me

stare forward
and say little
be unnoticed
and careful

but it didnt matter
i was found out
and i cried and cried
and still said so little

maybe someday
i wont be so closed
maybe someday
i can say i have been happy,
all week

by kiraralee77
posted on 11/19/2009