cutting

wow...i can definitely relate, i know exactly what you're saying.
there's hope though, really, i know all the time it seems impossible to ever get out of those chains, but really, even though you don't care about yourself, or what you're doing to yourself, realize how much it hurts those around you, and how much you're scaring they're lives along with your's.

I have been there and done that and its very hard to overcome but it can be done. Just stay strong and keep your head held high and you will find the light at the end of the tunnel.