Chaela <3

Im lost and im found
ive been so far around
i have no idea where i am
Ive spun around
cork screwed into the ground
dark surrounds me
itchy flesh clawing my way out
the fog has layed low over everything
compacting my lungs
causing my to heave
and cry
i scream for help to deaf ears
the ones who care
believe im alive
no one is there to save
a dying breed...
myself
Im gone already
just a walking zombie
please tell me im beautiful
maybe that would wake me up
maybe i love you
or i care
so numb inside and out
i cant describe the feelings
i should be happy
the light is coming through the dirty window
and yet somthing is missing
but what could it be
why do i get this ache in my stomach
and choke back tears
why cant i dig in my thoughts for the emptiness
please someone just answer it for me
rip my heart and mind out and let me live like this
a loveless brainless woman
me a woman who has loyalty and smarts
can be opposit
its over till i can read myself
im fading away from my mind
we are not one like before
and i dont know when we ever will be again

by Chaela666
posted on 12/28/2007