Broken & Confused

Will emptying this vein,
release all this pain,
bring an end to the sadness,
I will try to explain.

I loved someone once,
who lived miles over sea,
but in the end all I thought about,
was how it affected me.

Ive hated myself,
through all of these years,
that I couldnt end it sooner,
and save all the tears.

Now I have ruined,
a perfectly nice dream,
that one day I would be happy,
with someone who loved me.

I know she is sad,
she told me herself,
if I knew how she would take this,
I would never have said.

Now I sit here alone,
with noone to phone,
just these thoughts in my head,
of wanting to be dead...


by bakb0ne
posted on 12/31/1969