Break the dawn silence

And as I lay here, I whisper these words.
They escape my lips, croak like a frog, melody like birds.
When the crashing of the ocean waves around me take me in,
they cover my screams, hid the tears, it was drowning me.
And I can't help but too think, too think,
when I saw the words on the page, written in deadly black ink.

It dawns on me like I never felt anything before,
I can hear every inch of noise, its ringing in my ear.
Your scream, the last thing I heard when I saw you.
And now all I can do is cry.
All I can do is cry"

I see the ghost of you in front of my bed,
your heads tilted to the side, your head...
Your mouth is open wide, a permanent pain,
and it will never go away, through out the sleet, throughout the rain.
Menacing me every night I live,
I try to please you, I give, I give.

Nothing will ever satisfy your need for enjoyment, do you enjoy my hurt?
I run through the sky that's tainted the darkest black, through mud, through dirt.
I let out a yell, screaming out to the world.
'No body can hear me, you can't hear me'.
With this shovel I dig up your grave,
Theres no use in you trying my darling, you can not save.
I gave and gave.
I tried to be brave, I tried to be brave.
As I dig deeper and deeper into the sickened earth.
And I find your body, hands folded on your stomach, your looking up innocently. And I see you wink.
And with that, I had no other thought, I didn't even blink.
I let the dirt fall in on me and you.
Together we could be forever, and with that, my face turns blue.

by KillCourtney
posted on 11/16/2009