Better

My secret is out.
I cant let my mom know.
I dont want to hurt her.
I cant open up.
So i turn to the blade.
But not anymore.
I cant do that.
My life is falling to pieces.
It not only hurts me, but other people who care.
I need to talk.
I need to open up.
Let everything out.
I want to be happy again.
I cant live the way I am right now.
It will be hard, but I have to do it.
Im scared.
I dont know whats going to happen.
I just want to get better.

by R3DandBLACKstars
posted on 02/08/2008