Betrayed

I feel so betrayed
How could he have done that?
I mean, he did it once
But I thought that would be it
But no, he’s done it again
I trusted him
He was my older brother
I respected him
But he just tells everyone my secrets
And now I can’t look at him the same
I can’t look at her the same either
The thought that she knows is unbearable
And if she was going to find out
It should’ve been from me
Instead she found it at the end of a chain
A chain of hearsay that started with him
I don’t think I can bring myself to trust him again
I guess it’s not that big of a deal
That she knows that I like her
But the fact that I told him not to tell anyone
And then he told a friend who told her
I just feel so betrayed
And angry
And depressed

by PoemWritingGuy
posted on 07/02/2008