Always...

Always holding back the tears,
Trying not to cry,
Trying to be strong for you,
Oh why'd you have to die?

I blame my self for most of it,
I should've took your keys,
Now my life is nothing but a tangled mess of dreams,
dreams that you're in every night,
still wishing you were here,
still can't believe your really gone,
It's been about a year.

Always wondering what would've happened if I had told you no,
If you never got in that stupid car,
if I didn't let you go.

That's all in the past now,
Though my heart has yet to mend.
In the end of all eternity,
we'll be together once again.


by magel
posted on 12/31/1969