.It's Not Me.

It is not like me to just be able to,
up and leave the one I love,
No, not me. It's just like you.

It's really not like me anymore,
to cut myself off and close all doors,
but I feel like I've been more than tempted to.

It's not like me to not accept, or reject
or cross my arms on those,
seeking a comfortable embrace.

It's not like me to be able
to not show what I feel inside
as clearly upon my mangled face.

It's not like me, to just forget,
or to throw what matters most away,
but there's something I still haven't decided yet,

well, since I've become practically like you,
Since I've walked off in your shoes,
will being like you now,
potentially be My biggest regret?

by flippinthrulife17
posted on 10/23/2009