You Want To Tell Me I'm Wrong?

You tell me how to live,
Even though i feel so blue,
You control my life,
Now you’re in my stuff and stalking me too?
When this is something you said you wouldn’t do!
I know I’m always suppose to be so good,
But you know what, I just don’t care,
You say I got attitude problems,
Well shit let everyone stare!
I don’t respect people, or the things they do,
And yea you’re right; I don’t even respect you,
I am not like anyone else; I do not like the things you all do,
You just lied to me, and you’re so private with your mail,
And I see you have been reading my poems, and you said you wouldn’t, well,
You want to know about me, ill tell you right now, you want the truth, swell.

Okay so I’m not your average kid, you don’t know anything about me,
Although you wish you did, and I can understand that but here I say,
Give me some space! You are parents and I see what you do, you always do things to benefit you!
I’m here and I ask for what, care!, and all you do is sit and stare,
You make the stupidest reasons to make me go without, just so you can stand about,
And you know what, I know how it goes, I get stoned for everything I do,
When you do something bad, it’s not the same, your upset,
So you go do something for your freaking pain,
When I sit and endure everything!
Maybe if you knew how I felt,
How the world is something I wish I was without,
Something I am mad you brought me in,
Because I feel like nothing other than shit,
I want to die, and I bet you didn’t even know.
I tried to kill myself before,
Well sucks for you I lived,
Now you have to take care of the same amount of kids,
I don’t like this world, I HATE IT,
I feel so suffocated,
Live sucks, I don’t want to talk to you,
You are a liar, and just lost my trust too,
This isn’t a pretty song,
But it’s the only way I can release the pain,
I will say it loud,
You want to tell me I’m wrong,
You can do it right now.

by aqua4ever
posted on 04/10/2008