what to do....

I don't know what to believe anymore...I don't know what to do...you tell me one thing..but yet turn around and make everything that people are starting to say, sound true....

I wanted the truth from you..the real honest truth...NO lies, NO games, NO joking around, NO bullshit, just the real honest truth...

I don't know what to think..i don't know what to say...should I..as some people tell me...leave your stupid stubborn ass...or stay.

I NEED to make a decision on what i should do...but it seems like I can't confined in anyone that just won't start to assume things that aren't even the real truth...

And the ONE person that i needed the most to help me make my decision...can't really be there for me...cause he's having problems of his own...and i'll just be another bother to what i think, is his new life..that's already been filled with agony and jealousy....

I feel like im going through emotions that are causing me not to focus or see through the real truth called reality.....

The truth is...I wanna be set free..free to a world with NO drama, NO pain, NO hurting, NO ANYTHING........and i just want what i once had before with everybody...............

by darklilgirl
posted on 04/16/2009