The Wish

I already knew that I was an idiot...
But this?! Why couldn't I be specific!
The one time my wish comes true..
I realize I was stupid for not saying you.
I thought there had to be someone better
To think someone else.. well I never!
Why could I not say your name and yours alone,
I wasn't sure, I was afraid, I didn't know...
Now I'm stuck between your friendship and your friend.
Oh Lord, I don't think there will be a happy end.
If I hadn't been so scared to hide the feeling from me
I wouldn't be hitting my head and wanting to weep
Now I'm sure and I do know, but I'm terrified...
Is there a way to fix the wish and get the right guy?

by ordinarycanary
posted on 11/06/2009