Scared (daddy)

You have been gone for about three years.
Not even a call or drop by, just to see how I’m doing.
You’re my father and I bet you don’t even know what grade I’m in now.
You’ve been gone for so long I bet you don’t even know how I look anymore.
Then finally having the biggest fear of my life almost come true.
I thought you were dead and I didn’t get to say good bye.
I hope and prayed that nothing happened to you.
I want you to know that I love you Daddy and I hope you don’t leave my side right now.
You mean so much to me; I would have a break down for losing you.
Because I won’t be able to say happy father’s day dad or happy birthday.
I want you to know even though your not here with me,
I’m still your little girl.
I’ve always been daddy’s girl but now that you’re gone,
I don’t know if I can say that.
I’ve waited for you for a long time.
Hoping one day you just might drop by and pick me up to go some where.
Dad I love you but I just wish I could see you.
And I wish you would try and be a part if my life.
You said that you will never leave my side.
But you did and I can’t stop think about it.
You made me so many promises, that I look at life so very different now.
If I make promise to somebody I keep it.
I don’t do what you did to me.



by bow16
posted on 04/09/2008