Ok babe, I can't wait!

I promise
Two words that mean so much
In the past I've been lyed to
So many dreams were crushed
You've said these words to me
But when you say them I get scared
I don't want to be hurt again
I've already been through too much
You tell me to trust you
I want to, I really do
But the past keeps surfacing in my mind
I hear the voices telling me it's a lie
I'm trying to block them out
Sometimes they're just too loud
It will take some time
Soon I'll be better I will
I won't doubt you when you say those words
But unitl then I'm sorry
That I can't trust you enough
To just say "Ok babe, I can't wait!"

by jjxx1992
posted on 07/04/2009