nightmare unleashed

fuck i can't stop thinking about somthing that makes me mad
it use to bring a tear to my eyes but im not sad.
rage is building up inside of me, the urge to hurt and kill is in me
the thoughts of you and this guy makes my eyes open i can see.
him fucking you and you fucking him
just the thought of it is very grim.
it makes this demon side come out in a moment
while im writing this now the thought is a torment.
i can't get this image out of my head
if it doesn't stop, my hands will be stained by the dead.
damn, this thought is very annoying
it keeps replaying,stoping then going.
over and over your getting fucked in the bed
i could end this thought now with a bullet through me head.
but you told me before my death will make you sad
i would do anything to make you happy,never bad.
please someone,anyone get rid of this thing
the thoughts and images, what the hell does it bring.
why do i think of this nightmare
i keep trying not to care.
but i loved you and still have feelings
so i might put you out of my mind, always forgetting.
but forget about that,i'll tell you whats true
cause well i still love you.

by shadow
posted on 04/25/2007