My Fear

I have a hidden secret,
that nobody knows
I keep it locked inside me
I never let it show

it eats away my mind
it messes with the truth
it scares me half to death
i just want to let loose

do you know how it feels
to have this hidden fear
to be scared when your alone
when nobody is near

it controls my life so much
it stops me in my tracks
it follows me everywhere
there's something that i lack

the strengh to stand up tall
to say that its ok
to deal with my fear
to make it go away

I wish I could do something
I wish it could be solved
I cannot carry on
when my life is being controlled.

by Blazen
posted on 01/23/2008