Lost

I long for things to be right.
To take back every word I ever said.
Every action that hurt you.
But once said it is done
And now you are lost to me.

I have fought all this pain.
I could not let things be.
This guilt i feel, I brought unto myself.
I have ruined my own life.
and now you are lost to me.

Many a night I cried.
A thousand times I prayed.
Over and over I called to you.
But you remain forever lost to me.

My frail hands reach out.
grasping only emptiness.
I search for you constantly.
Yet you reamian lost to me.
Forever and always lost to me.

by BloodLustingElf
posted on 04/03/2008