Letter To You

Dear you,
There's something I want to tell you...

We started out as friends,
You and I,
I shared everything with you
I told you how much I wanted to be thin
how much my life sucked

You told me that you were the one,
the one who could help me
You could make me perfect,
make me happy,
all I had to do was letting you in



So I did.

We've have been together for so long now,
you know all my secrets.
You taught me how to be,
how to keep going, and not give up


Everyday you tell me how disgusting I am.
How gross my stomach looks.
A part of the game, you say.
I know you are telling me the truth,
but I don't like you anymore,
yet I still need you more than anything.

You teach me right from wrong.
Water over food.
You promise me that one day we will be thin,
if I just don't give up,
if I'm strong, and believe in you

I love you and I hate you.
You are my best friend, the one I truly hate.
My power and my weakness.
you are my weekday,
you are everything I know

But I'm tired of your games,
I'm tired of the way you make me feel,
the way you make me think, act and see.
I wish you could just leave,
But I can not go on without you
you are half of me.
I have now realized, that you are taking over my life.....

But it's now too late for me to change.
Will we forever be together?
Will we soon die together?
I Wish I Could push you away,
like you made me push away my true friends...

I want you to know that we are not friends anymore,
I like you, but still I hate you
Do you understand, 'cause I don't
Please help me, but please don’t kill me
Please do something

- me.

by SadMadness
posted on 03/18/2008