Im sorry.

I would like to say im sorry for being around.
I am sorry for laughing too hard.
I am sorry for criticizing myself every minute of every day.
I am sorry for not caring.
I am sorry for all the lies that i have told.
I am sorry for being demanding and wanting things that are impossible to recieve.
I am sorry for being sad, jealous, and boring.
I am sorry for being proud and never saying sorry when i really needed to.
I am sorry for saying sorry for things that are of no importance.
I am sorry for screaming too loud, hitting too hard, and judging too often.
I am sorry for being a bad daughter, sister, friend, girlfriend, student, and enemy.
I am sorry for lacking in talent
I am sorry for not pleasing everyone.
I am sorry for crying.
I am sorry for smiling.
I am sorry for being a hypocrite and never giving people a chance.
I am sorry you think im wrong, crazy, or rude.
I am sorry for making smart-ass remarks that end up hurting people.
I am sorry for walking slow.
I am sorry im not what you wish i were.
I am sorry for never getting a job.
I am sorry for having sex.
I am sorry for being cold too much.
Nothing is ever good enough for me, for this--im sorry.
Im sorry im not beautiful or sweet.
Im sorry for saying things i dont mean.
Im sorry im not perfect.
Im sorry im not skinny and happy.
Im sorry for thinking that everything is my fault all the time.
Im sorry for thinking poorly of myself.
Im sorry i wasnt there for you.
Im sorry im unable to turn back time.
Im sorry im a horrible person.
Im sorry for changing so much.
Im sorry for laughing when your mad.
Im sorry that i fight even when im wrong.
Im sorry for thinking that people can change.
Im sorry for believeing in myself.
Im sorry for holding on when i should have let go.
Im sorry for ditching you.
Im sorry i laughed at a racist joke.
Im sorry i couldnt save you.
Im sorry for hurting on the inside.
Im sorry for humming when your trying to be serious.
Im sorry i lied.
Im sorry you never trusted me.
Im sorry for telling you the truth.
Im sorry im a failure.
Im sorry that i get scared.
I am sorry i let paranoia get to me too often.
Im sorry i put myself down.
I am sorry for making things more complicated than they really are.
I am sorry that i have ever made you mad.
I am sorry i try to fix things i cant.
im sorry i care what some people think.
Im sorry that nothing i ever do is right and that i will never change.
Im sorry that holding onto pain is the thing im best at.
Im sorry for everything i have ever done, everything im doing, and everything i will do.
I am just sorry.

by lost2theWorld
posted on 04/30/2008