If I died Today

If I died today
I’d regret so much
Of what I never did say

I’d wish I’d told you more
How much I cared
I’d wished I said how much it meant
To feel the loved we shared

I wouldn’t worry about being obsessed
Wouldn’t worry about Crew
Or how much was messed

I’d only see you
Hold you close and near
Tell you I love you
And feel no fear

If I died today, I’d try to say
How much of our life I’d missed
When I went away

Not even thinking
I’d say to you
I wanted to have your kids someday
And grow old with you to

If I died today, I’d stay near
My spirit and soul with you always
Taking away all your fear

I’d be your guardian angel
If I died today
If it was the day
I need to go away

I’d ask god to understand
What he took away
From the life we planned

I’d miss you so much
Regret not saying a lot
If I died today
But I hope I will not

by Soulmate99
posted on 05/02/2008