Getting More Optimistic

I'm tired of wondering.
I knew this was coming.
I'm sorry you feel bad.
I'm not trying to be sad.

I saw this from a distance,
I knew there wasn't any chance.
I hoped for a different end,
Still, I tried not to offend.

Your happiness is important,
I'm sorry for becoming distant.
I'm sure there's a lot that I don't see.
I'm just not sure of how to be.

I'm ignoring how I feel;
It was never very real.
I'm glad that you're my friend.
I hope you will be till the end.

I'd rather have you barely there
than far away without a care
So thank you for the honesty.
I'll try my best to let it be.

by SisterofDarkness
posted on 04/24/2008