feelings

i've taken so much in at once
i'm not really sure if that makes me a dunce
but it is so stressful i feel as tho i can't get anything done
i'm so scared of what i'll end of thinking,scared i'll run

i want so much for what i got going on to work out
but i'm so stressed i'm ready to shout
i really want to be be with my boyfriend
i truly never want it to end
i just feel what i have with him is is becoming a nervous tension
i feel so much suspension

i feel i might brake down in tears
from stressing about all my fears
i've become so aghast
maybe my i'll be free from that at last

i feel there has been this open gate
for me to be feel so irate
to piss me off and annoyed
that's another thing i am unemployed

i can't get a job cant advance
can't even find the chance
i got such an outrage
sometimes i feel trapped in a cage

i feel i am entangled
and i want this stress to be strangled
split from my life to the fullest
yet somehow if it was i think i'd feel soulless

i detest when u do something nice and they take you for granted or don't appreciate
that is something i truly hate
i guess i'll never fully understand how people are today
i have so much more to say

i guess i'll stop right her tho
i'm really not trying to put on a show
i was just venting somethings i have wept
there are just some things more inside i've kept

and there they shall remain
for i don't want o use them in vain
i really don't want to lose what i have just stressed out
i honestly love what i have with no doubt

by scarredemotions17
posted on 08/21/2009