Disfunctional family

i realize we're in problems ,
brother moved out ,
and he doesn't give damn .
before getting high ,
saying crazy things ,
like he could touch the sky .
getting 5 smokes a day ,
doesn't care what his family has to say .
mother a drunk ,
and turning me insane .
doesn't work anymore
she says what for ?
dad giving me beats ,
look at the bruises he creates .
all over my body ,
hes the one i mostly hate .
he use to be so nice to me
i use to love him so much .
but he changed and will never be the same
and me ,
don't even go there
thats something i dont like to share .
i fail in class
i'm soon dropping out
and i can't wait .
i dont eat at all
and if i do i want to kill myself .
i'm just too much .
i hate my life ,
i can't stand it at all .
a family of four
going through different doors .
all bad
leading to the same place .

by andypandy114
posted on 02/17/2008