~ The Difference ~

Trying to make everyone happy,
not thinking about us.
Always feeling guilty,
are vulnerable and sensitive.
Not talking about worries,
not wanting to show weakness.
Being angry 'bout things that didn't happen,
'cause we worked too hard for them.
We're patient, very patient,
until we explode.
Stressed at the same time,
'cause we feel each other.
We love our partner,
with heart and soul.
Thinking to be alone,
even with others.
We have things working in ourselves,
those make us ponder.
Trying to forget,
but instead,
we just dismiss thoughts.
Thinking to be misunderstood,
when we want the best for everyone.
Being worried,
even though we don't need to be.
We doubt about ourself, too much.
And we're giving more than taking back.
Not trusting everyone,
afraid to be hurt.
Sometimes sitting on the balcony,
different reasons,
but crying together.
Sometimes we don't know how to help,
to react against each other,
so we're just quiet.
Thinking about all this,
makes me proud, afraid, sad and happy.
I'm proud to see that I could be like you are.
Afraid for the same reason.
I'm sad, for all those things I put you through,
not wanting it, of course.
I'm happy to know that you understand me,
in so many ways,
in so many things.
Well, now, you see. Like I've seen it, too.
There's no difference between us.

Mommy, I love you.

Always your daughter.

by oOSilentSoulOo
posted on 09/17/2009