You have to fight for everything, especially love

I woke up this morning,
and somehow I knew,
That I missed you,
needed you,
and wanted you,
but I figured nothing would change,
you would still be hurtful and playing your stupid little games,
but what I figured was wrong,
you felt the same way,
you asked me a question,
everyone around me just thought it was strange,
not me,
I find it confusing,
It's driving me insane,
If I say yes,
Maybe we'll be happy,
but what if were not?,
What if were drawn to each other because were both torn apart,
If I say no,
My heart will be broken,
and I'm thinking yours too,
Everyone would be happy,
well everyone besides me and you,
We were together forever,
Well thats what we thought,
Maybe were just destined to be far apart,
I'm not allowed to date you,
well not even talk to you,
but I cant let that stop me,
I have to cut down the caution signs,
and follow my heart,
If I do,
I'll be grounded,
and forced to forget you,
but thats just something,
I never want to do,
Think of me as you want,
a disappointment,
a lier,
I dont care,
I'm going after what I want,
and If it breaks peoples heart,
I'm sorry,
but It fixes mine,
and I'm not going to change my mind.

by darknessgirl
posted on 09/08/2007